January 9, 2010

I cannot sleep, so I'm writing instead

Today stunk. Yeah. I think it was partially that I tend to just push things aside, ignoring the signs that I am stressed, anxious, tired... and then when a couple too many things go wrong, it all bubbles back up and kicks me in the a**.

Reflecting, the best one can at midnight:thirty after a 12 hour sucky work day, it was my own fault. I let stress get the best of me sometimes. I don't handle things well. I need to take a step back, and figure this all out when it happens instead of when it all crumbles.

I'm not sure how to do it yet. I'll get there. I have too.

Well. I guess that is all. I am still wanting to get photos up here, and I will, eventually.

However I just need to sleep for now. I have to be at work by 7 am. I'm trying to be positive about this, however it is after midnight, and my brain will not slow down for the night. Gunna be a great day tomorrow!

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